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[Mise à Jour] Où en est l’écriture de mon roman Nocturne ?

Salut à tous !

Cela fait très longtemps que je ne vous ai pas parlé de mon roman Nocturne, à l’origine notamment de la création de ce blog, puisqu’au début, pour ceux qui s’en souviennent, je postais régulièrement les nouveaux chapitres ici-même pour que chacun puisse les découvrir et me donner son avis. J’ai procédé ainsi jusqu’au chapitre 15, afin de garder tout de même du mystère sur le fin mot de l’histoire. Avant, finalement, de tout retirer.

C’est parce que j’ai pas mal remanié certains passages et certains chapitres que j’ai décidé de tout enlever. Et aussi pour protéger un peu le manuscrit, je dois dire ^^ En tout cas, pour ceux qui ont suivi l’histoire, sachez que, non, je n’ai pas abandonné Nocturne. Ces deux dernières années, il faut dire que j’ai eu pas mal de doutes, et surtout un sacré manque de motivation pour écrire. Mais lorsque la motivation me revient, je poursuis l’écriture. Je fonctionne donc par phases.

À l’heure où j’écris ces lignes, le manuscrit comporte environ 335 pages au format poche, divisées en 23 chapitres, et je pense en être plus au moins arrivé aux 3/4. Étant donné ce que je dois encore raconter et élaborer, j’imagine que le manuscrit comportera au final dans les 400 pages.

Tout ça pour vous dire que le projet n’est pas abandonné, loin de là, mais que je suis juste très long à pondre les mots, et que l’histoire de Roman et Liam se poursuit, petit à petit. Comptez sur moi pour vous tenir informés de l’avancement, mais dès que le manuscrit sera terminé, je compte toujours le proposer à un éditeur. Je vise plus particulièrement Milady, mais s’agissant d’un roman fantastique mêlant des éléments de M/M, et que cette maison d’édition a décidé de stopper sa collection SLASH (il s’agit du nom de leur collection de romans M/M), je ne sais pas trop comment ça va se passer.

D’un autre côté, j’envisage parfois tout simplement de publier dans un premier temps sur des plateformes comme Amazon Kindle, pour avoir plus de contrôle et de liberté, mais j’hésite. Est-ce que procéder de la sorte pourrait freiner une éventuelle future sortie en format papier chez un éditeur ? Si vous avez des conseils ou des avis à ce sujet, je suis vraiment preneur, n’hésitez pas à me laisser un petit commentaire.

Je vous embrasse tous,
R.G.

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Free Fall : Renaissance – Bonus Chapter (English Version)

Finally, here it is ! As promised, I present you the Bonus Chapter of Free Fall : Renaissance, which celebrates the two years anniversary of the first publication of my fanfiction, in March 2014 🙂 I made you wait since I announced it to you guys, but it’s because I had to finish the translation of the english version 😉 I hope you will like it, this is a softer and sexier chapter, far from the previous torments ! Don’t hesitate to tell me what you think about it. This will be my last writing about Free Fall, I mostly created this chapter to please my friend Alex. I also recorded a short video to thank you all for your support during those two years and explain you how this bonus chapter was born. I advise you to watch it first 😉 Have a good read !


Free Fall : Renaissance – Bonus Chapter

The smell of coffee wakes me up. I open my eyes. I look at the window. It’s still dark outside but the sun is starting to rise. I look at my right and discover Kay with a cup of coffee in the hand.

– Hello you, he says.

– Hello honey.

Several months have passed since Kay and I have reunited. I’m juggling with my life as a Task member, my life with Max and my life with Kay, which is really becoming difficult and exhausting, not including the barracks apartment which is becoming too small for both of us.

Kay sits down next to me. I look at him right in the eyes. He is so beautiful. I’ve lived through darkness and hell for months after I messed up with Bettina. And now, I can just savor the present moment and enjoy Kay’s face, with no fear of losing him again. And I must say I like that.

– Come closer, I whisper.

Without any other word I kiss him, devouring his lips and tasting his tongue. My hands softly touch his back. We stay like this several good minutes to hug each other. I want to go further than just a simple hug, and start to slip my hand on his belly beneath his t-shirt. But I suddenly feel him grasping my hand and put it away.

– No, not now my love, whispers Kay to my hear.

– Why ? I say with a frustrated pout. I want you !

– I’ve got a better idea. Today and tomorrow, you’re on leave, right ?

– Yes, I do, I answer. Why ?

He gets a little closer to me, and I feel his crotch stick against me, which causes me a rise of delight.

– Guess what, the other day, when I went running several ten kilometers from here, in the hills, I discovered a very charming place, he explains. I would like to bring you there and spend the night with you. Especially as the weather should warm up with sun in the afternoon.

– You mean, camping ?

– Absolutely, he answers me with a large smile.

– I’m not against it, but your forget Max …

Usually, Kay is taking care of Max when I’m not there, because he hasn’t started a new job yet.

– I’ve already planned everything, tells me Kay with a comforting tone. I called Lena and she accepts to keep Max during our getaway. I just have to call her again to confirm our trip.

– Well, that’s ok, I say.

– Perfect ! he exclaims while dropping a kiss on my cheek. We will leave at the beginning of the afternoon.

No sooner said than done. Kay warns Lena. As for me I go wash myself and reunite some clothes for this mysterious getaway. Kay deals with preparing a large bag where he puts together camping stuff and provisions.

When we are about to leave, Lena arrives, and we let her with Max to take the car. When we put our bags in the trunk, I discover in it a folding tent ready to be used in its case, which I never saw before. Obviously Kay had planed his deal for a while. He then takes the wheel.

We drive for about an hour, leaving the town, and getting deeper and deeper into the countryside until we arrive in a forest and rolling region in the North. We park in a place where a path leading to the woods begins. We get out, take our bags in the trunk and let the car behind us to take the pathway.

After a few moments, I observe Kay starting little strides. When he realizes I don’t follow him, he turns back in my direction while keeping bouncing in the other way.

– What’s going on, lazy ? Did you forget how to run, like in good old time ? Pussy !

He makes me laugh, and I indeed think back to this sport which immediately brought the two of us closer at the time we met. If we hadn’t run together, our story probably would have never started.

I warm up briefly then start to follow him by executing quick little strides, until I run at the same pace as him. I don’t run anymore as I used to since a while now, and it’s difficult for me to stick to his rhythm, even if after several minutes, my past forces are coming back.

After a moment, we stop running, and we simply walk to enjoy the time spent together. We meander like this through the forest during at least a few good hours, under a blazing sun, having a break every thirty minutes to rehydrate ourselves. Fortunately, the trees give us a more than welcome shadow. Gradually, things get complicated, as the ground raises and we have to climb a large steep hill.

At the beginning of the evening, we finally reach the wooded top of this high hill. After some steps, we penetrate in a clearing. I am then amazed by the sight I discover. A small lake stands in front of us, and behind, we can see the infinity of the landscape and plains further down from our very high view point. No city on the horizon, just the wild nature. I take a deep breath at the air which starts to cool down and admire this stunning view for long seconds.

– So, what do you think about it ? Kay asks me, placing himself behind me and wrapping his arms around my belly.

– Kay, this is just … magnificent. You were right to convince to come here.

I turn towards him to kiss him. Then we start to pitch the tent. While Kay finishes to set up the pegs, I busy myself to gather some wood to build a fire. Luckily, no one else appears. It seems like we’ll have this clearing just for us, and I’m looking forward to it.

By the time everything is finally set in place, the night has fallen, and the glow of the stars begins to shine in the cloudless sky. The round circle of the moon also makes his appearance. I didn’t think the moon would be full tonight.

While I’m putting my hand in the water of the lake to appreciate its freshness, I suddenly feel Kay abruptly grasping me from behind to lift me up. He has taken off his top, and I feel my hormones cavorting at the sight of his naked torso. Without warning, he fiercely kisses me. Surprised, I respond anyway to his invitation. I savor our kiss. I have the sensation to be caught in an inextricable whirl.

– Would you like to bathe ? Kay asks me.

– Are you kidding me ? It must be cold !

Without notice, he pushes me in the water. I immediately feel the freshness of the liquid firming up my skin and my muscles. My clothes are completely soaked.

– You’ll pay for this ! I shout at him.

– Oh yeah ? he answers me with with an air of defiance.

When my turn comes, I throw myself onto his legs and attract him in the water bluntly. He splashes my head and I immediately respond. We play liked kids during five good minutes, until Kay silently approaches me. This time, I initiate action, and I kiss him tenderly. I suddenly feel his hands removing my wet t-shirt, and a few movements later, we both end up naked. I hope no one will appear of nowhere in the clearing, but I must admit this is spicing up my growing excitement.

I feel Kay’s hardening member against mine, and I don’t need much to attract him even closer to me. I kiss his cheeks, his neck, then I nibble his ear. It seems he’s no longer answerable for anything. In return, he kisses every inch of my face and my neck, and nothing is left for chance in his gestures. He grasps my member back and forth, which leaves me at the edge of ecstasy for several seconds before coming back to my lips.

It is hard for me to describe how much I am happy to be there with Kay, to enjoy this pure moment of happiness by his side. Only the two of us. Only illuminated by the rays of the full moon, with this magnificent plunging view over the surrounding plains below. Our hug lasts several more minutes, until we decide to get out of the lake to reach the tent where we will be in the warm.

As soon as we are in the open air, butt-naked, we end up freezing. We run towards the tent, and I grab two towels. I cover Kay with one.

– I’ll start the fire, he says to me.

I put a large plaid on the ground, and observe him doing his task. He is so sexy, with his wet hair. When the first flames start to lick the twigs then the wood pieces, he sits down next to me.

– You know, I start, while you were gathering wood earlier, I was thinking … it would be good if we could run away …

– What do you mean by run away ? he asks me while taking me in his arms and attracting my head to his torso.

– Remember, one time, while we were discussing on your balcony, when our affair was still secret, you proposed me to flee with you. The barracks, it has become too small for us three. This is no longer possible. I would like to move. What do you say about it ?

– I say this is a very good idea. You know, I still have my apartment in Düsseldorf.

He drops a kiss off on my neck.

– Düsseldorf ? That’s far.

– You decide.

But before I can answer anything, he let me fall on the plaid and come place himself above me. We stare at each other in the eyes for a moment, then I move my face closer to his, I daintily kiss his lips then his torso. I also feel him kiss my hair, chew my ear. His hands slide along my stomach then grab my sex. I let him do, powerless. Exquisite sensations seize my whole body. Then Kay turns me on the side and places himself behind me. I don’t have control anymore, Kay guides every single of my movements, every single of my gestures, and even every single of my emotions. I totally give myself over to him.

I feel him penetrate me, and waves of my intense pleasure bang together everywhere inside of me. I grasp his hand that I stick against my torso while his moves back and forth. The heat of the growing fire warms up our naked skins. His body against mine. His soul linked with mine. Both of us. Only the both of us. Two souls formerly lost, which found each other, were separated, and are now back together for good. Kay’s breath becomes quicker and deeper as a thin layer of sweat appears on our flesh in ecstasy. Our movements are perfectly rhythmic and our gestures synchronized, as if we were one single entity.

Then suddenly Kay’s hand hangs onto my member with vigorous action. My body can’t hold it any longer, and I feel the pleasure quickly rising in me. After an escalation of indescribable sensations, I turn my head in Kay’s direction to kiss him, and we both reach a burning orgasm at the same time.

We let our inert and exhausted bodies fall on the ground, and Kay curls up in my arms.

– It was … awesome, I murmur to his ear, leaving a kiss on his forehead.

– You bet !

We stay there, both stretched out, without saying anything during what seems to be an hour. This let me the time to think about Kay’s proposal, after our conversation earlier. After a while, I decide to speak. I put my hand on his head and fondle his golden and silky hair.

– Kay, I’ve cogitated about our conversation. I … I think you’re right. I accept your offer. Leaving to Düsseldorf seems to me like a good idea.

Kay lifts up a little and stares at me for several seconds.

– Marc, that’s super. We can leave whenever you want ! But what about your job ?

– I can ask for a transfer. I don’t think Werner Brandt will see any inconvenience. He knows in what kind of situation I find myself.

– I hope you’re right, he says.

I tell myself that this decision to go away will be beneficial for all of us. Not only will it allow to leave all the harmful events that occurred behind us, but also to have more space and take a fresh start.

Finally, as the night is not too cold, we decide to sleep under the stars near the burning fire. We take the air mattress and the sheets out of the tent, and install them on the plaid.

We slip under the covers, and Kay curls up again against my torso. We gaze at the infinity of the stars in the sky.

– You know what my dream is lately ? Kay questions me pensively.

– No. Tell me my love.

– One day, I would like us to go live abroad, leave Germany, and why not start a family together, have a child born from our shared love …

At first, I don’t know what to say, but I love Kay so much and he brings me such hope that I would be ready to follow him anywhere right now.

– Kay, I promise you that one day, we will realize this dream.

We end up falling asleep under the glow of the full moon, lulled by the clinking of the waves from the lake, our two bodies against each other, enjoying the present moment like two souls reunited and bound for eternity.


Chapter’s Song (Lake Scene)

Final Song of Free Fall : Renaissance


P.S. : This final song is a wink to Max Riemelt. This the final song of the excellent series Sense8 where he plays the character Wolfgang.

Free Fall : Renaissance – Chapitre Bonus (Version Française)

Enfin le voici ! Comme promis, je vous présente le Chapitre Bonus de Free Fall : Renaissance, qui vient célébrer les deux ans de la première publication de ma fanfiction, en Mars 2014 🙂 Je vous ai fait attendre depuis que je vous l’ai annoncé, mais c’est parce qu’il fallait que je termine la traduction de la version anglaise 😉 J’espère que ça vous plaira, c’est un chapitre plus léger et coquin, loin des tourmentes précédentes ! N’hésitez pas à me dire ce que vous en pensez. Ce sera mon dernier écrit sur Free Fall, j’ai créé ce chapitre surtout pour faire plaisir à un ami. J’ai également enregistré une petite vidéo pour tous vous remercier de votre fidélité tout au long de ces deux années et pour vous expliquer la genèse de ce chapitre bonus. Je vous conseille de la regarder avant 😉 (je l’ai enregistrée en anglais par contre, pour qu’un maximum de gens puissent la comprendre. J’essaierai d’ajouter des sous-titres en français si j’en ai le courage xD). Bonne lecture !


Free Fall : Renaissance – Chapitre Bonus

L’odeur du café me réveille. Mes yeux s’ouvrent doucement. Je regarde par la fenêtre. Il fait toujours noir dehors mais le soleil commence à pointer le bout de son nez. Je jette un œil sur ma droite et découvre Kay avec une tasse de café dans la main.

– Salut toi, me lance-t-il.

– Salut chéri.

Plusieurs mois se sont écoulés depuis que Kay et moi nous sommes retrouvés. Je jongle entre ma vie de CRS, ma vie avec Max et ma vie avec Kay, ce qui devient vraiment difficile et épuisant, sans compter l’appartement de la caserne qui commence à devenir trop petit pour nous deux.

Kay s’assoit à mes côtés. Je le regarde droit dans les yeux. Il est si magnifique. J’ai vécu à travers l’obscurité et l’enfer pendant des mois après avoir foiré avec Bettina. Et maintenant, je peux juste savourer l’instant présent et apprécier le visage de Kay, sans peur de le perdre à nouveau. Et je dois dire que j’aime ça.

– Approche, je chuchote.

Sans prononcer aucun autre mot, je l’embrasse, dévorant ses lèvres et goûtant sa langue. Mes mains caressent délicatement son dos. Nous restons ainsi plusieurs bonnes minutes à nous étreindre. Je souhaite aller un peu plus loin qu’une simple étreinte, et je commence à glisser ma main sur son ventre en dessous de son t-shirt. Mais je le sens soudain qui m’empoigne pour retirer ma main.

– Non, pas tout de suite mon amour, me susurre Kay à l’oreille.

– Pourquoi ça ? dis-je en faisant la moue. J’ai envie de toi !

– J’ai une meilleure idée. Aujourd’hui et demain, tu es en repos n’est-ce pas ?

– Oui, en effet, je réponds. Pourquoi ?

Il se rapproche un peu plus de moi, et je sens son entrejambe se coller contre moi, ce qui me provoque une montée de plaisir.

– Figure-toi que l’autre jour, quand je suis allé courir à plusieurs dizaines de kilomètres d’ici, dans les collines, j’ai découvert un endroit vraiment très charmant, m’explique-t-il. J’aimerais t’y emmener et passer la nuit avec toi là-bas. D’autant plus que le temps devrait se réchauffer avec du soleil dans l’après-midi.

– Tu veux dire, camper ?

– Absolument, me répond-t-il avec un large sourire.

– Je ne suis pas contre, mais tu oublies Max …

En temps normal, c’est Kay qui garde Max quand je ne suis pas là, car il n’a pas encore repris le boulot.

– J’ai déjà tout prévu, me dit Kay d’un ton rassurant. J’ai appelé Lena et elle accepte de garder Max durant notre escapade. Je n’ai qu’à la rappeler pour lui confirmer notre sortie.

– Alors, c’est d’accord, dis-je.

– Parfait ! s’exclame-t-il en venant déposer un baiser sur ma joue. Nous partirons en début d’après-midi.

Aussitôt dit, aussitôt fait. Kay prévient Lena, et de mon côté je vais me laver et réunir quelques affaires pour cette mystérieuse sortie. Kay se charge quant à lui de préparer un grand sac où il réunit des affaires de camping et des provisions.

Au moment de partir, Lena arrive, et nous la laissons avec Max pour prendre la voiture. Lorsque nous posons nos sacs dans le coffre, j’y découvre une tente dépliable prête à l’emploi dans son étui que je ne n’avais jamais vue auparavant. Kay avait visiblement prévu son coup depuis quelques temps. Il s’installe au volant.

Nous roulons pendant environ une heure, quittant la ville et nous enfonçant un peu plus dans la campagne, jusqu’à arriver dans une région forestière et vallonnée au Nord. Nous nous garons sur un parking où débute un sentier menant dans les bois. Nous sortons, prenons nos sacs dans le coffre et laissons la voiture derrière nous pour emprunter le chemin de marche.

Au bout de quelques instants, j’observe Kay commencer à faire de petites foulées. Voyant que je ne le suis pas, il se retourne vers moi en continuant à sautiller en sens inverse.

– Alors fainéant, tu ne me suis pas ? Tu as oublié comment courir, comme au bon vieux temps ? Pussy !

Il me fait rire, et je repense effectivement à ce sport qui nous a immédiatement rapprochés tous les deux à l’époque où nous nous étions rencontrés. Si nous n’avions pas courus ensemble, notre histoire n’aurait probablement jamais vu le jour.

Je m’échauffe brièvement puis commence à le suivre en exécutant quelques foulées rapides, jusqu’à courir à la même cadence que lui. Cela fait quelques temps que je ne cours plus aussi souvent qu’avant, et au début j’ai du mal à me coller à son rythme, même si après quelques minutes, mes forces passées me reviennent.

Au bout d’un moment, nous arrêtons de courir, et nous marchons simplement pour profiter du temps passé ensemble. Nous déambulons ainsi à travers la forêt pendant au moins plusieurs bonnes heures, sous un soleil de plomb, faisant une pause toutes les demi-heures afin de nous réhydrater. Heureusement, les arbres nous fournissent une ombre plus que bienvenue. Progressivement, les choses se compliquent, car le terrain monte en hauteur et nous escaladons une grande colline escarpée.

En début de soirée, nous atteignons enfin le sommet boisé de cette haute colline. Après quelques pas, nous débouchons sur une clairière. Je suis alors émerveillé par la vue que je découvre. Devant nous se dresse un petit lac, et par derrière, en contrebas, on peut apercevoir l’infinité du paysage et des plaines depuis notre point de vue haut perché. Aucune ville à l’horizon, juste la nature sauvage. Je respire l’air qui commence à rafraichir à plein poumon et j’admire cette vue stupéfiante pendant de longues secondes.

– Alors, qu’est-ce que tu en dis ? me demande Kay qui se place derrière moi et enroule ses bras autour de mon ventre.

– Kay, c’est juste … magnifique. Tu as eu raison de me convaincre de venir ici.

Je me retourne vers lui pour l’embrasser. Puis nous commençons à installer la tente. Pendant que Kay finit de planter les piquets, je m’affaire à ramasser du bois pour faire un feu. Par chance, personne d’autre ne fait son apparition. Il semble nous aurons cette clairière rien que pour nous, et je m’en réjouis d’avance.

Le temps que tout soit enfin en place, la nuit a commencé à tomber, et la lueur des étoiles se met à scintiller dans le ciel sans nuages. Le disque rond de la lune fait également son apparition. Je ne pensais pas que la lune serait pleine ce soir.

Alors que je suis en train de mettre ma main dans l’eau du lac pour en apprécier le fraîcheur, je sens soudain Kay m’attraper brusquement par derrière pour me relever. Il a retiré son haut, et je sens mes hormones faire des cabrioles à la vue de son torse nue. Sans crier gare, il m’embrasse fougueusement. Surpris, je réponds tout de même à son invitation. Je me délecte de notre baiser. J’ai la sensation de me retrouver pris dans un tourbillon inextricable.

– Ça te dit d’aller te baigner ? me demande Kay.

– Tu rigoles ? Elle doit être fraîche !

Sans me prévenir, il me pousse à l’eau. Je ressens aussitôt la fraîcheur du liquide raffermir ma peau et mes muscles. Mes habits sont complètement trempés.

– Tu vas me le payer ! je lui hurle.

– Ah ouais ? me répond-t-il sur un air de défis.

À mon tour, je me jette sur ses jambes et je l’attire dans l’eau sans ménagement. Il m’éclabousse le visage et je réplique aussitôt. Nous jouons comme des gamins pendant cinq bonnes minutes, jusqu’à ce que Kay se rapproche silencieusement de moi. Cette fois, je prends les devants, et je l’embrasse tendrement. Je sens tout à coup ses mains ôter mon t-shirt mouillé. Je défaits son pantalon, et quelques gestes plus tard, nous nous retrouvons chacun entièrement nus. J’espère que personne ne va soudainement arriver dans la clairière, mais je dois avouer que cela pimente mon excitation grandissante.

Je sens le membre durcissant de Kay contre le mien, et il ne m’en faut pas plus pour l’attirer encore plus près de moi. J’embrasse ses joues, son cou, puis je mordille son oreille. Il semble ne plus répondre de rien. En retour, il embrasse chaque parcelle de mon visage et de mon cou, et rien n’est laissé au hasard dans ses gestes. Il agrippe mon membre dans un va-et-vient qui me laisse au bord de l’extase pendant plusieurs secondes avant de revenir sur mes lèvres.

Il est difficile de décrire à quel point je suis heureux d’être là avec Kay, et de profiter de ce pur instant de bonheur à ses côtés. Rien que nous deux. Uniquement éclairés par les rayons de la pleine lune, avec cette vue plongeante magnifique depuis la colline sur les plaines alentours en contrebas. Notre étreinte dure encore plusieurs minutes, jusqu’à ce que nous décidions de sortir du lac pour rejoindre la tente où nous serons plus au chaud.

Aussitôt que nous sommes à l’air libre, nus comme des vers, nous nous retrouvons frigorifiés. Nous courons vers la tente, et je sors deux serviettes. Je recouvre Kay avec l’une d’entre elle.

– Je vais allumer le feu, me dit-il.

Je pose un grand plaid à terre, et je l’observe en train de s’exécuter. Il tellement sexy, avec ses cheveux mouillés. Lorsque les premières flammes commencent à lécher les brindilles puis les morceaux de bois, il vient s’asseoir à côté de moi.

– Tu sais, je commence, pendant que je ramassais du bois tout à l’heure, je me disais que ça serait bien qu’on puisse s’enfuir …

– Qu’est-ce que tu entends par s’enfuir ? me demande-t-il en m’enlaçant et en attirant ma tête vers son torse.

– Souviens-toi, une fois, lorsque nous discutions sur ton balcon, quand notre affaire était encore secrète, tu m’as proposé qu’on s’enfuisse ensemble. La caserne, c’est devenu bien trop petit pour nous trois. Ce n’est plus possible. J’aimerais bien qu’on déménage. Qu’est-ce que tu en dis ?

– J’en dis que c’est une très bonne idée. Tu sais que j’ai toujours mon appartement à Düsseldorf.

Il dépose un baiser dans le creux de mon coup.

– Düsseldorf ? Ça fait loin.

– À toi de voir.

Mais avant que j’ai pu répondre, il me laisse tomber sur le plaid et vient se positionner au dessus de moi. Nous nous fixons dans les yeux pendant quelques instants, puis j’approche mon visage du sien, j’embrasse délicatement ses lèvres puis son torse. Je le sens aussi embrasser mes cheveux, mordiller mon oreille. Ses mains glissent sur mon ventre puis viennent empoigner mon sexe. Je me laisse faire, impuissant. Des sensations exquises s’emparent de tout mon corps. Puis Kay me retourne sur le côté et vient se placer derrière mois. Je n’ai plus aucun contrôle, Kay dirige chacun de mes mouvements, chacun de mes gestes, et même chacune de mes émotions. Je me livre entièrement à lui.

Je le sens me pénétrer, et des ondes de plaisir intenses s’entrechoquent partout en moi. J’agrippe sa main que je colle contre mon torse tandis que son bassin va et vient. La chaleur du feu grandissant vient réchauffer nos peaux dénudées. Son corps contre mon corps. Son âme liée la mienne. Nous deux. Rien que nous deux. Deux âmes auparavant égarées, qui se sont trouvées, ont été séparées, et qui sont désormais réunies pour de bon. Le souffle de Kay se fait de plus en plus vif et profond tandis qu’une file pellicule de sueur fait son apparition sur nos chairs en extase. Nos mouvements sont parfaitement rythmés et nos gestes synchronisés, comme si nous ne faisions plus qu’un.

Puis soudain la main de Kay vient empoigner mon membre d’un geste vigoureux. Mon corps ne peut plus se retenir, et je ressens le plaisir monter rapidement en moi. Après une escalade de sensations indescriptibles, je tourne ma tête vers Kay pour l’embrasser, et nous atteignons tous les deux un orgasme ardent au même moment.

Nous laissons tomber nos corps inertes et épuisés sur le plaid, et Kay vient se lover dans mes bras.

– C’était … génial, je lui glisse à l’oreille en prenant soin de déposer un baiser sur son front.

– Et comment !

Nous restons là, étendus tous les deux, sans dire un mot pendant ce qui me semble être une heure. Cela me laisse le temps de réfléchir à la proposition de Kay, suite à notre conversation un peu plus tôt. Au bout d’un moment, je décide de prendre la parole. Je pose ma main sur sa tête et carasse ses cheveux dorés et soyeux.

– Kay, j’ai bien réfléchi à notre conversation de tout à l’heure. Je … je crois que tu as raison. J’accepte ta proposition. Partir à Düsseldorf me semble être une bonne idée.

Kay se relève légèrement et me fixe pendant plusieurs secondes.

– Marc, c’est super. On peut partir quand tu veux ! Mais pour ton job ?

– Je peux demander un transfert. Je ne pense pas que Werner Brandt y verra d’inconvénient. Il sait dans quelle situation je me trouve.

– J’espère que tu as raison, me dit-il.

Je me dis que cette décision de partir ne pourra qu’être bénéfique pour nous tous. Non seulement elle nous permettra de tirer un trait sur tous les évènements néfastes qui se sont produits, mais aussi d’avoir plus d’espace et de prendre un nouveau départ.

Finalement, comme la nuit n’est pas trop froide, nous décidons de dormir à la belle étoile près du feu ardent. Nous sortons le matelas gonflable et les draps de la tente, que nous installons sur le plaid.

Nous nous glissons sous les draps, et Kay vient de nouveau se lover contre mon torse. Nous observons l’infinité des étoiles dans le ciel.

– Tu sais quel est mon rêve ces derniers temps ? me questionne Kay d’un ton songeur.

– Non. Dis-le-moi mon amour.

– Un jour, j’aimerais qu’on parte vivre à l’étranger tous les deux, quitter l’Allemagne, et pourquoi pas fonder une famille ensemble, avoir un enfant issu de notre amour à tous les deux …

Au début, je ne sais pas trop quoi dire, mais j’aime tellement Kay et il m’apporte tellement d’espoir que je serais prêt à le suivre n’importe où désormais.

– Kay, je te promets qu’un jour, on réalisera ce rêve.

Nous finissons par nous endormir sous la lueur de la pleine lune, bercés par le cliquetis des vagues du lac, nos deux corps l’un contre l’autre, profitant de l’instant présent comme deux âmes réunies et liées pour l’éternité.


Musique du Chapitre 1 (Scène dans le Lac)

Musique Finale de Free Fall : Renaissance


P.S. : Cette musique finale est un clin d’oeil à un Max Riemelt. Il s’agit de la musique finale de l’excellente série Sense8 où il interprète le personnage de Wolfgang.

Surprise à venir pour les 2 ans de Free Fall : Renaissance / Surprise to come for the 2 years anniversary of Free Fall : Renaissance

Salut tout le monde !

Le 11 Mars 2016, nous avons fêté les 2 ans d’existence de ma fiction Free Fall : Renaissance, puisque c’est à cette même date en 2014 que j’avais posté le tout premier chapitre. À cette occasion, je vous réserve une petite surprise qui sera postée dans les jours à venir. En voici la genèse : Alex, l’un de mes meilleurs fans, qui m’a beaucoup soutenu tout au long du projet, m’a demandé il y a quelques mois de lui écrire une scène bonus toujours située dans l’univers de Free Fall : Renaissance. Il voulait que je lui écrive une scène torride entre Marc et Kay. Je lui ai bien évidemment dit que ça serait avec plaisir. À maintes reprises, j’ai commencé à l’écrire, et manquant de temps, cela m’a pris plusieurs mois avant de finalement parvenir à m’y remettre. Il faut dire aussi que j’avais tellement bossé sur Renaissance, que c’était dur pour moi de revenir dans cet univers que je considérais comme terminé. Et finalement, plutôt qu’une simple scène de sexe, j’ai voulu écrire un véritable chapitre bonus, qui décrit une journée quotidienne entre Marc et Kay maintenant qu’ils sont définitivement ensemble. Ce chapitre bonus est terminé en français, et je dois désormais le traduire en anglais. Une fois que cela sera fait, je posterai le chapitre bonus ici-même ! Donc restez connectés pour ne pas le rater 🙂 À très vite !

Hi everyone !

On 11th March 2016, we celebrated the two years existence of my fiction Free Fall : Renaissance, as it was at this same date in 2014 that I posted the very first chapter. For this occasion, I have a surprise in store that will be posted in the upcoming days. Here’s its genesis : Alex, one my best fans, who supported me a lot throughout the project, asked me some several months ago to write him a bonus scene still taking place in the Free Fall : Renaissance universe. He wanted me to write a hot scene between Marc and Kay. I obviously told him I would do this with pleasure. Many times over, I started to write it, and lacking of time, it took me a while before finally being able to go back at it. It is also necessary to say that I worked so much on Renaissance, that it has been really hard for me to come back in that universe I considered over. And finally, rather than just a simple sex scene, I decided to write a true bonus chapter, which describes a random day between Marc and Kay now that they are together for good. This bonus chapter is over in French, and I now have to translate it in English. Once it will be done, I will post this bonus chapter here ! So stay connected to avoid missing it 🙂 See you soon !

Free Fall : Renaissance – Epilogue (English Version)

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Five years later

The day is magnificent, shiny. One year has passed since Kay and I have moved to France, near the German border. Our life is quiet, peaceful.

We are seated on the grass, Kay lying down against me, his head resting on my shoulder. My arms embrace tenderly his chest. We are looking into the distance at Max having fun in our large garden. He is accompanied by his little sister, Malia, two years old, whom Kay is the biological father. She is running joyfully around Max. Matthias, Steffi, Lukas and Lena, who remained close friends, have joined us for the weekend. They are sipping a soda on the patio.

A lot of things have changed this last five years. I have left my job for something more relaxed, and Kay and I have married. We have decided to raise a child together thanks to a surrogate mother in order to start a real family.

Bettina and I have remained on good terms. She has rebuild her life with another man and from their union was born a second son. Even if she has officially left me the custody of Max, she still cares a lot for him and she keeps him during holidays and some weekends.

I often think again about my meeting with Kay, which has radically turned upside down my entire life. I thought at this time my destiny was preordained : my job, Bettina, a child. But sometimes life is full of unexpected surprises, like Kay. An angel who arrives and carries you away, for the best and the worst. As the worst is behind us since a long time ago, we are now enjoying the best.

I caress Kay’s golden hair. He turns his head toward me, smiles at me and kisses me tenderly. I am delighted to be able to contemplate at leisure his beautiful blue eyes and his rebel smile. Those that made me have a crush for him at first sight. Those that made me fall in love. Love then took a whole new dimension for me.

Yes, because if there is one thing I have learnt and I have retained thanks to Kay, it’s that love is much stronger than all the denominations we can willingly give to it.

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Once again a big thanks to all of you for having followed Free Fall : Renaissance 🙂 This epilogue is a little complementary bonus which allows to imagine what Marc and Kay are becoming and what’s going on for them in a « normal » life, without all the mess they had to go through.

In order to celebrate the end of Free Fall : Renaissance’s publication, I would like to organize something. I saw that some of you were often asking me questions about the characters, the story, the writing, etc. So, I invite all those who are interested to ask your questions in the commentaries of the article below. I then plan to make a video where I will pick up the best questions in order to answer you directly so that we can exchange about Free Fall 🙂 You can ask me what you want, wether it is about the movie itself, my fiction or more personal questions. It’s up to you !

Free Fall : Renaissance – Épilogue (Version Française)

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Cinq ans plus tard

La journée est magnifique, ensoleillée. Cela fait maintenant un an que Kay et moi nous sommes installés en France, non loin de la frontière allemande. Notre vie est tranquille, paisible.

Nous sommes assis dans l’herbe, Kay allongé contre moi, sa tête reposant sur mon épaule. Mes bras enlacent tendrement son torse. Nous regardons au loin Max s’amuser dans notre grand jardin. Il est accompagné de sa petite sœur, Malia, âgée de deux ans, dont Kay est le père biologique. Elle tournicote joyeusement autour de Max. Matthias, Steffi, Lukas et Lena, qui sont restés des amis proches, nous ont rejoint pour le weekend. Ils sirotent un soda sur la terrasse.

Beaucoup de choses ont changé ces cinq dernières années. J’ai quitté mon job pour quelque chose de plus calme, et Kay et moi nous sommes mariés civilement. Nous avons décidé d’avoir un enfant ensemble grâce à une mère porteuse afin de fonder une véritable famille.

Bettina et moi sommes restés en bon terme. Elle a refait sa vie avec un autre homme et de leur union est né un second garçon. Même si elle m’a officiellement laissé la garde de Max, elle tient toujours beaucoup à lui et le prend sous son aile durant les vacances et certains weekends.

Je repense souvent à ma rencontre avec Kay, qui a drastiquement bouleversée ma vie entière, dont je pensais à l’époque le chemin tout tracé : mon boulot, Bettina, un enfant. Mais parfois la vie nous réserve des surprises inattendues, à l’image de Kay. Un ange qui arrive et qui vous emporte, pour le meilleur comme pour le pire. Mais le pire étant derrière nous depuis longtemps, nous profitons à présent du meilleur.

Je caresse les cheveux dorés de Kay. Il tourne sa tête vers moi, me sourit et m’embrasse chaleureusement. Je me réjouis de pouvoir contempler à loisir ses beaux yeux bleus et son sourire rebelle. Ceux qui m’ont fait craquer pour lui au premier regard. Ceux qui m’ont fait tomber amoureux. L’amour a alors pris une toute autre dimension pour moi.

Oui, s’il y a une chose que j’ai apprise et que j’ai retenue grâce à Kay, c’est que l’amour est bien plus fort que toutes les dénominations qu’on veut bien lui donner.

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À nouveau un grand merci à tous d’avoir suivi Free Fall : Renaissance 🙂 Cet épilogue est un petit complément bonus qui permet de s’imaginer ce que deviennent Marc et Kay et ce qu’il se passe pour eux dans une vie « normale », sans tous les tracas qu’ils ont traversés.

Afin de célébrer la fin de la publication de Free Fall : Renaissance, j’aimerais organiser quelque chose. J’ai vu que certains d’entre vous me posaient souvent des questions au sujet des personnages, de l’histoire, de l’écriture, etc. Ainsi, je vous invite pour ceux qui sont intéressés à poser vos questions dans les commentaires de l’article. Je prévois ensuite de faire une vidéo où je sélectionnerai les meilleures questions afin de vous répondre directement et qu’on puisse échanger sur Free Fall 🙂 Vous pouvez me demander ce que vous voulez, que ça concerne le film en lui-même, ma fiction ou des questions plus personnelles. C’est à vous !

Free Fall : Renaissance – Chapter 10 – Final Chapter (English Version)

Here we go, Free Fall : Renaissance comes to its end. A formidable adventure started the 11th Mars 2014, almost one year ago, date when I officially published the first chapter of my fiction directly taking place after the movie. You were many to wait for the conclusion of this story, me in the first place. I know it has been very long, because I have sometimes lacked of time, and also of motivation to write, so I sincerely want to thank all the people who have continued to follow the publication of the chapters and who sent me numerous support messages. I didn’t imagine one year ago that this fiction without pretension would obtain such a success. As I announced you previously, I’m thinking of releasing the fiction in the form of an e-book. I will keep you updated about the evolution of this project, because I will have more time to spend regarding this question now that Free Fall : Renaissance is terminated. Once again a big thanks to all of you and good reading !! P.S. : stay connected next Saturday, one last little surprise awaits you.

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Chapter 10

It has only been two days since I have left Kay in Düsseldorf, however I only desire one thing : to see him again. If it were up to me, I would take my Golf and join him in order to stay with him forever. Unfortunately, even if I am immersed in an infinite happiness because I have finally managed to find him again, I can’t forget my life here, my job and most importantly Max.

At work, colleagues compliment me, because they must see that my silence and my sadness from previous months have turned in a joy and happiness that nothing could stop. As a teenager living his first romance, I am continuously bound over my cell phone, watching out for any text message from Kay. This is our only way to communicate besides phone calls until we can see each other again.

– Hey, you are always stuck on your phone, is kidding Matthias while we are sat in the van on our way to a mission. Don’t forget your job. This event in town centre risks to degenerate, it’s not the moment to lose focus.

– You’re right, but I’m so excited since I’ve found Kay, you cannot imagine.

– I am the first to be delighted, says Matthias, but be careful not to be caught by Brandt. Especially since you have been absent several times lately. You walk on a tightrope.

The event takes place in calm and we patrol for the rest of the day in order to handle civilians’ safety.

When I come back in the evening, I discover with amazement Bettina in the living room, cradling Max. Lena is not here anymore.

– I have asked her to leave, announces calmly Bettina, as if nothing had happened.

– You’ve come back from Brazil ?

– Yes, yesterday.

– Why are you here ?

Bettina stands up and approaches me.

– Listen Marc. I would like to try to put the pieces back together. I know nothing will ever be the same, but while I was in Brazil, I’ve realized I also had my share of responsibility in this whole story. I have not tried to understand what you were getting through, because I was overwhelmed by anger and rage.

I am surprised by this speech.

– We have to think about the well-being of our son, she continues.

– I agree with you on this point, and you already know that.

– We will never be together again, but at least, we can try to make sure to protect him as best as we can. I’ve realized I had committed something horrible by leaving him.

– Why have you left ? I ask.

– I think I’ve made a total rejection following what happened. I’ve pretended like I could forget everything, but it’s not possible. Max is just as much your son that he is mine, so I thought you also had the right to raise him. And from what I was able to speak with this Lena, you have been a perfect father.

A moment of silence follows.

– I want to discuss with you, to understand, she says.

For the first time in many months, I finally feel Bettina is ready to listen to me, even if I blame her for having abandoned Max. Of course, I am also guilty in the first place to have cheated on her. We sit down on the couch, and for several hours, I tell her from every conceivable angle my feeling, but also everything that happened during her absence, including my search for Kay and our reunion.

– I can’t say I’m happy, she declares, because he is still the man who broke our couple, but if it allows you to go forward and feel better, then I am at least glad for you.

– Thank you Bettina.

As she has not seen Max since a long time, I propose her to keep him for a few days, which she accepts with pleasure. Because, as she said, Max needs her just as much as he needs me. This child was born from our union, and nothing can change that, whatever the actual situation is.

Now that Max is the hands of Bettina, I focus myself for the rest of the week on my job to go on again on good bases. I spend each evening in our previous house in order to visit Bettina and see Max. Our relation, though still tense, significantly improves. I finally have the feeling my life is regaining little by little a normal appearance, what I thought would have been impossible four months ago. I am satisfied to have hung on.

On Friday evening, I call Kay.

– Good evening, my love.

– Hello you. You’re still coming tomorrow, right ?

– Of course !

I take advantage of our conversation to tell him about the return of Bettina.

– You cannot imagine how much I’m impatient to take you in my arms, he announces me. This week without you has been the longest in my entire life.

– However, I have a bad news. I will only be able to make it in the middle of the night, I’m sorry. Brandt has stuck us with a god damn mission, and I can’t slip away from it. The good news is that we have our Monday, so I will still stay two days.

The next evening, I take the night train for Düsseldorf. I am so in a hurry that I don’t take time to change myself. I leave with my uniform on, my service weapon and my little luggage already prepared. The train reaches the railway station at 4.30am. I immediately head on foot to Kay’s apartment. When I arrive in front of the building, I ring the intercom. No answer. It worries me and I am blocked. I call Kay on his cell phone but no answer too. He must be sleeping, I think.

Luckily, a group of young partygoers slightly drunk, probably just coming back from a nightclub, appear and go inside the building. I take advantage of the situation to step into the breach behind them. When I arrive in front of the door of Kay’s studio, I discover with surprise that it is half-opened and the lock smashed, as if someone had kicked the door to open it by force. I immediately rush inside. The apartment is upside-down. There has been a struggle here, it is undeniable. Fear and anxiety immediately overwhelm me. What happened ? Where is Kay ? Then suddenly, I think again to what he had explained me last week : Gregor Limpinski had chased and harassed him during several weeks after his departure from the unit. It can only be him. I shout in rage.

I barely find Kay again that he is taken from me straight away. I try as hard as I can to keep calm and start to search the apartment seeking for evidences. It doesn’t take me long before I discover a sheet of paper placed on Kay’s bed. A word is written on it with a muddled writing : Rendezvous at the Rheinturm. If you call the cops, I kill Kay. It is the big tower which is used as a wave transmitter for television and radio around Düsseldorf.

There’s no name written, but I’m now almost sure it is Limpinski. The bastard ! I fall on the ground, powerless. I hesitate for a second to call the police, but I know well Gregor to have worked with him. He is not the type of guy to joke in this kind of circumstances and he is mentally unstable. I will have to handle it myself. I stand up. Finally, I’m glad to have brought my service weapon with me, because I don’t know what awaits me up there. All I hope is that Kay is alive and safe and that this asshole has not touched him. I don’t prefer to think something else could have happened to him. Above all, I ask myself how Gregor managed to reach the top of the tower with Kay without being caught. But if he got through, it means he has been devising his plan since long ago. He also knew I was coming today. It makes sense, I think for myself. He hopes to kill two birds with one stone. Kay thought he was safe, but Gregor, one way or another, found him. He is ready for anything to satisfy his desire for vengeance.

– You motherfucker, I whisper.

I verify my service gun, of a 9mm caliber, and hide it meticulously behind my pants. I take off my uniform jacket and steal one of Kay’s sweatshirts which I find in a wardrobe and put it on. I slip the sweatshirt over my pants in order to hide my weapon. I put the hood on my head. Without delay, I hit the road in the direction of the Rheinturm, taking care of being as discreet as possible. The time to reach the Rheinturm, it is around 5.30am. A board indicates that renovation works are taking place at the top of the tower for several days and that all activity is momentarily stopped. Limpinski has very well chosen his day indeed.

I find an access door at the bottom of the tower. The security lock is exploded. Gregor probably took that way. I sneak in without a noise, take off my hood and take the safety stairs two by two, avoiding the elevator to not be detected. I am exhausted when I arrive at the top, and stop for a few seconds in order to catch my breath. I’m afraid it is too late. That Kay is dead. I try to get rid of this macabre thought and penetrate in the room of the panoramic restaurant from the Rheinturm, but there is no sound. The place is plunged in darkness, only illuminated by city lights. No sign of life here. I inspect upper floors of the top of the tower but don’t find anything or anyone either. I come to the conclusion that Gregor and Kay must be in the last level linked to the antennae.

I carefully open the door, one hand behind my back, ready to grab my weapon. The room, smaller than inferior floors, is made of computing towers and filled with hard disks. Only the glows of the city come light up the place as well as the green, red and blue diodes from computers. I step prudently into this maze of servers similar to a labyrinth. No sound. And suddenly I hear his deep voice behind me.

– So you damn faggot, you dared to move your ass over here, congratulations.

My doubts are confirmed. I softly turn around and discover with terror Gregor Limpinski, a gun in the hand, directly aimed at me. Kay lies just next to him, on his knees, a bag of black fabric on the head and the hands attached behind his back. He wears a white t-shirt stained with blood.

– What have you done to him fucking pig ? I get enraged.

Limpinski glares at me then flaunts a crazed smile.

– You’ve come to meet up with your cursed lover ? What a good thing, you will be able to say goodbye to each other.

Gregor takes off the bag and I then discover the tumid face of Kay. His mouth is gagged, so that he can’t speak and call for help. I am horrified to see him like this. Much more than when I found him in this bar, half dead. I feel a light of hope in his moist eyes when he becomes aware of my presence. Anger immediately rises in me and I start moving toward Gregor, ready to finish this off.

– Tssss, stop, bad idea, he grumbles.

He points his gun at Kay’s temple. I halt straight away.

– Don’t do this, I beg you, I shout in desperation.

He shakes his weapon near Kay’s face. I see his body trembling and a tear flowing on his face.

– You and your boyfriend have ruined my career, do you know that ? I was about to be promoted. You have spoiled everything. If this faggot of Kay had not rolled up in the unit, none of this would have happened.

I softly raise my hands as a sign of submission and carefully step forward.

– It’s not too late Gregor, you can still re-enlist, I say, trying to temper the situation. We won’t say anything, I promise.

– I hope you’re kidding ? Do you seriously think that any unit would want me ? I’ve been struck off the list. Don’t attempt to create a diversion.

– Why are you doing this ? Do you really think it is worth it ?

– I don’t have anything left to lose. Even my fucking wife has left me. I’ve slapped that bitch. The only thing I have left is vengeance. I’m gonna shoot down the both of you.

An irascible fear suddenly strikes me. Lose Kay, lose life. No way.

– You will be hunted down, tracked, if you do this, I threaten in order to destabilize him.

– No risk, I’ve planned everything. I will cover up the crime. I already imagine the headlines : Two cursed lovers tear each other apart. Caught in madness, he kills his partner then suicides.

– You’re totally out of your mind. You will be uncovered.

– Enough talking, it is time to say farewell. One last word for Marc, Kay ?

Gregor removes his gag. Kay takes a deep breath. I see several tears starting to flow on his face. Kay begins to speak without even paying attention to Gregor, ignoring him :

– Marc, I love you so much, he pronounces with difficulty, probably petrified by fear and pain. Don’t try anything impossible for me, ok ? The most important, is that we were able to find each other again. If I had to die before, lonely, without you, I would have gone unhappy.

Kay marks a pause and gives a little cough.

– But I can die in peace knowing that we are together again. I should have anticipated that this peace of shit would rediscover me, he finishes to say while fixing Gregor with a despising gaze and an insolent smile.

Limpinski beats him in the back, probably irritated by this last sentence.

– Pathetic, spits Gregor. I shoot him down first, then this is your turn Borgmann.

Gregor pulls off the trigger guard.

– Stop, bastard ! I grumble.

– Your face is the last thing I take away, says Kay to me with a smile.

I see Limpinski’s finger getting closer to the trigger, powerless.

– No ! I yell while pulling out as fast as I can my weapon, taking advantage of this crucial moment of inattention from Gregor. I shoot a bullet in his direction. Lack of luck and because of panic, the bullet misses its target and embeds itself in a wall.

– You son of a bitch, shouts Gregor, pointing his gun on me.

I just have the time to throw myself aside when he shoots. I lose my weapon in the process. The bullet hits a window of the tower which smashes to pieces. I immediately pick myself up and don’t let him the time to act, rushing at him. I knock over him with all my strength, pushing him right into a wall where his back hurts itself with violence. His gun flies through the room and crashes on the ground.

He grabs me by the shoulders and chucks me aside. He is much more stronger than I am. While I get back on my feet, I realize he is heading to his weapon. I don’t let him the chance to reach his goal and throw myself onto him again. I administer him a punch in the middle of the face. His nose starts bleeding. He growls as an animal and fights back. I try as much as possible to protect myself from his assaults. He seems to be caught in a blind rage.

– I’m gonna burst you, damn loose ! he barks.

I attempt to throw him a new hit, but I realize we are dangerously getting closer from the smashed window. Void is threatening me just a few steps away. With a quick movement, I dash aside and try to knock my foot on Gregor’s leg in order to make him fall, in vain. I am down to my last ounce of strength, already exhausted by the ascension of the tower. Finally, he manages to pin me against a wall and violently grasps my neck with his two hands, starting to squeeze it to death. I attempt to rid myself from his grip, but can’t. Even my legs don’t seem to be able to move. I can’t breathe anymore. My sight becomes blurred. All is over. Shit !

– I suddenly hear Kay’s voice behind Gregor.

– Hey, fucker !

Gregor turns around, surprised. He releases my neck. I fall on the ground, half unconscious. It takes me a few seconds to discover Kay, on his feet. He has taken advantage of our struggle and Gregor’s inattention to pass his attached fists under his legs and to get back my weapon, which he holds with both hands, aimed at Gregor.

– You won’t dare to shoot, pussy, says Gregor with a disturbed laugh while I struggle to regain consciousness. You will let me go, but I will continue to hunt you down relentlessly. This isn’t over, trust me, he threatens.

Kay doesn’t let himself get flustered and firmly points the gun at Gregor.

– I’m not kidding.

– You will have my death on your conscience, Angel.

In a desperate attempt to get out, Gregor throws himself without warning on Kay, who immediately shoots the whole magazine, riddling him with bullets. Gregor falls on his knees, looking his multiple wounds from which blood starts flowing. Kay approaches him.

– Yes, I will have your death on my conscience scumbag, you’re right … but it relieves, concludes Kay.

Limpinski drops dead on the ground. Silence comes back in the room. It is over.

Kay collapses too, having reached his limits. I quickly join him and take him in my arms. I dry his face stained with blood with my hand.

– Kay, are you ok ? Answer me !

He smiles at me and caresses my face.

– You saved my life, I say to him while crying.

– It was my turn this time, he finds the courage to joke in a whisper.

I kiss him and help him to get back on his feet.

I ask him to grab my shoulder in order to facilitate him the walking. We approach the broken window in order to breathe some fresh air.

– He has arrived without warning, explains Kay. I was sleeping while waiting for you, and he has intruded into the apartment. I’ve tried to resist, but he has knocked me unconscious. I thought I was in a real nightmare when I saw him showing up. I thought I was rid of him. But most of all, I had the biggest fear of my whole life : never see you again.

I hold him in my arms to comfort him and let him spill tears of sorrow.

– I’m here now, and Gregor will never hurt anyone again. He had what he deserved. If it was not him, it would have been us who would be dead right now. You have done what was necessary. It was legitimate defense, we won’t be sued. We will explain everything to police.

I put my head against his.

– I thought you were dead Kay. When I arrived in your apartment. When I run to come here. I thought it would be too late.

– I knew you would come, Marc.

Kay raises his face next to mine.

– I love you.

– Me too, I answer him.

We stay stuck into each other arms, trying to forget the trauma we just got through.

– Starting from now, nothing will keep us away from each other. I promise you to stay by your side forever, Kay. No more separation. We move together, and we start a new life. We have suffered enough. Do you agree to follow me ?

– More than ever, Marc.

Our lips get closer, and we kiss each other endlessly while the sun rises, its first beams touching and warming our faces.

Our demons are now behind us. All that could have hindered our relation belongs to the past. Our love has overcome the difficult ordeals that stood on our way, from our meeting to this day. A new chapter awaits us now. And for the first time, I look Kay’s face illuminated by the sun with a new hope.

THE END

Chapter’s Song

 
A little surprise just for you, a music video I created !